It's been a while since I've posted here. I've been a little preoccupied with other blogs and life as it is. My life isn't fabulous or fun, it's just busy... with studies. HSC begins in less than ten days and I am freaking out. There's so much to do, and I just can't mind the motivation of inspiration to do anything. I'm constantly bringing myself down, and as a result I am really stressed. Sleeping is a pain now, it's so difficult to accomplish. It's as if the dark welcomes my brain to whir into motion with "what if"s and various thoughts I'd rather not think about. It's as if I'm here, I have control over my body, but not my thoughts and it's my thoughts that's hindering me. I'm almost soul-less. But then, I can't blame anyone but myself. If I had studied from the beginning, like I initially did, maybe I wouldn't be here today feeling like this.
I keep telling myself that there's only 4 more weeks until freedom. Just 4 more weeks.
