Dreams & Nightmares: Take Two

I don't know if it's just me but within a night I happen to experience and have several dreams/nightmares. Now is that whack or what? And not only that but when I have a nice dream it always ends up turning into a nightmare. O_O WHY?! It's said that a dream is a wish your heart makes, however I don't want to have an unhappy ending. T_T" Or am I dwelling into my future? :P I wish.

Well today's dream happened to be about...Well honestly I don't remember most of it. I just remember the feeling of security and love that I felt dreaming it. Something I haven't been able to feel in a long time. I recall the dream to be about something to do with camping out in the bush with a really close friend of mine. We ended up getting lost (surprise surprise) and meeting two other campers who also are lost. So we decided to team up and try and find a way out of the bush area.

Now think of those Hollywood movies where girl gets lost and finds boy and after spending only a small amount of time together something happens and they fall in love with each other. Well that's basically what my dream was like. Only after a few days camping out with the guys and searching for a way out to the real world, I (in the dream) ended up falling in love with one of the guys.

Yes we only spent a small time with each other, but what was the something that truly drew out our emotions? Well folks that was me being targeted by some Amazonian women, who wanted to make me one of their virgin sacrifices or else they'll set their hornet's on me. O_____________________O WTF?!

Well they ended up sending the hornets after me... and my friends. Oh and they managed to capture me too but my knight in shining armour saved me! ^__^ YAY! :)

Sure the dream was all cliché and sounded like something out of some random Hollywood movie, but you know what? It was this dream that kind of gave me hope that even after everything that has happened recently, that maybe, MAYBE, there will be some happiness waiting for me in the near future. That perhaps there is someone out there for me. Because aren't clichés what keep us going? Aren't clichés what defines our lives? If you think about it the only reason we laugh or resent clichés is because it IS reality and it can happen (well minus the crazy Amazonian women and the hornets part :P).

Well this dream has left me in a better mood than I have felt in a while.

Cheeri-O!

Dreams & Nightmares

Today I had the weirdest nightmare. Seriously... It all started a few days ago.

A few days ago I have been having this problem sleeping, where no matter how tired i feel i just won't fall asleep. And once I do it's difficult for me to distinguish whatever's happening to me is actually a dream or reality. This brings us to today. Today I experienced the same problem. I don't I fell asleep until around 2 or 3am.

The dream began with me and my parents at the dinnertable talking. Then something happened and I started to give them, especially my mum oO, attitude. It then fast forwarded to me getting married and bringing the groom home, except I was still my age, and frightened to death because it was just so sudden. The groom turned out to be some old 30 year old (*shivers*) who is missing a hand. O_O While my "groom" was sleeping I went on facebook and updated my status to "OMG GUYS IM LITERALLY MARRIED NOW!!! T___T" (shows you how much I'm addicted to facebook). ==" Just as I update it, my "groom" wakes up and has a murderous expression upon his face...









.... This is when I woke up! (Thank GOD!)

So yes i woke up panting and scared (normal after any nightmare) and seriously thought it had happened until I realised it was just a nightmare. But let me explain something. In my culture the parents have the right to arrange the marriage for their children and marry them to whomever they desire without the consent of the child, even if they are a legal adult. This means jackshit to them. They don't care if you're 18 or 81, they still have rights over you till either they're dead or... wait there is no or.

This nightmare made me realise just how much I loathe arranged marriages, my culture's traditions and how I don't think I will ever have freedom. ): I guess the only time people in my culture (the oldies) acutally see us as adults is when we are married, have a job and have three kids. Nothing more, nothing less.

This brings me to my dream. (It surprised me actually)

The dream (the happy one after the horrific one) was about me visiting America, I think actually moving there, and my parents giving me the freedom I desire so much. Not to mention they were NICE! :O hehe. Nah, they're alright. They just need to get with the times. Be hip. [; Wait that's bad.. my mum tried that and started to sing and dance to Sexy Bitch by Akon ft. David Guetta. *shudders at memory*

I guess parents just need to let go of responsibility sometimes and let loose. Put themselves in their children's shoes, remember what it was like being a child (wait that won't help much...all I ever hear about is how they were always obedient childrent... PFFFFFFFT YEAH RIGHT!) and understand that traditions change.

Well I guess I should get back to doing my 48 pages of tutor homework. =="

Au Revoir! (: