A Little Too Fast

Well the 6th week has already ended, and to be honest it still feels like I only got back from holidays. It's like the scene from the movie Baraka, where the old Shinto priest is taking one step at a time slowly, while all the people around are going about their daily lives and in contrast it seems as though the background is in fast forward. This is honestly what it feels like.

A downside to this fast moving time is the fact that I don't have any time to figure myself out. None at all. It's always homework homework homework and stress about assessments. I just want it all to just stop and wish time would just stand still for once. Just one minute to sit back and relax. *sigh*

Recent happenings include: My computer crashing (goodbye my beloved data and memories), My wallet being stolen (goodbye memories and ID cards T___T) and my parents not trusting me again and being a bitch to me for some odd reason, like WTF I didn't do anything this time but fucking STUDY!

Well I have my birthday to look forward to in about 4 days. Yipee! :)

"I try to make myself believe, that planet Earth turns, slowly..."
- Fireflies by Owl City

And the pressure begins...

Well today was my first day back at school and as daunting as it was I am officially in year 11. First thing back the deputy principle threatens the grade by saying "You have to take part of a BOS course next Monday that is compulsory and if you fail you will be shifted to tafe or to the workforce." Thanks sir. We really needed that to "calm" our already stressed out nerves. =="

On my way to roll call however I had the opportunity to help a lost year 7 child. I gotta say I am very proud of that moment as I have already started to fulfil my peer-support leadership role. It felt good to help someone else. :) It's the only way I guess I can repay the help I got when on my first day in year 7.

There was one downside to the day however. It seemed that all the closeness that all the classes shared throughout the past 4 years of our junior years hase been washed away as we are all divided by our different courses and not to mention the seperate classes each course has, therefore I'm barely in any of my friends classes. A few I share with them but not all. *sigh* Here begins a very boring adventure for my HSC. Great.

Not to mention I turned out to be the only girl in my Physics class T____T....until... JO ARRIVED!!!! :D YAY! hehe.

Apart then this we all had fun enjoying André's birthday, which I collaborated with Cecilia's because she couldn't celebrate hers...LONG STORY. Overall it was fun. :) Though had to remind a few people to do their part. :P The cake was YUMMY. Like hummana hummana hummana..*drools*

Well that's all I can really recap about school, other than this everything was normal/boring.

Toodle-loo!

Boredom and Tennis Fever!

Well school begins in a mere three days. AHHHHH!!! And I haven't even organised my books yet. Ok so that's not the biggest problem. My main worry is the pressure that I'll be facing for the next two years. I'm in Year 11 now. Wow. I feel so old. With my sixteenth birthday coming up and facing the end of high school education in another year, it's really very daunting. I made a promise to myself to study properly this year, but knowing myself I don't know how long I will actually keep to my promise. Well apart form that looking forward to seeing my friends again after six weeks of complete and utter boredom, and get up to some mischief. [;

Apart from school I've started a new blog for a story idea that I had, but at the moment it's still in production and I'm contemplating on how to write it. Not to mention I have to find the time to do so while also tackling school work. Well I'll survive... somehow.

Well I guess I should start enjoying Australia Day (or I'll be too "unaustralian"), even though there's nothing to do except watch tennis and muck around at home. *sigh* So bored! I can't wait till tonight's tennis match where Andy Murray will play against world #2 Rafael Nadal.

GO MURRAY!!!

Though one match I have been anticipating and wanting to happen since the beginning of this year's Australian Open is a match between Roger Federer and Andy Murray. I really hope it happens. *fingers crossed*